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[20 Feb 2006|11:02pm]

xxbeach_blonde
so ive been gone for a while. i really need to get back on track. i have about 4 months to get in shape for bathing suit season. its absolutely rediculous how fat i am right now. i need to not eat. tomorrow ruins it cuz im going out to lunch and i have to. but after that, im really going to avoid it at all costs.

do you girls think its better to eat a small low cal breakfast to get ur metabolism going or not to eat anything at all?

<33 mik
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[18 Jan 2006|03:12pm]

queenish_bee
intro post:
♥Name: Ali
♥Age: 19
♥height: 5'4
♥current weight: 122
♥high weight: 164
♥low weight: 120
♥short term goal weight: 112
♥long term goal weight: 100
♥ana/mia/ed-nos?: ednos
♥ fav thinspiration:

http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a136/queenish_bee/37.jpg
http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a136/queenish_bee/Gwen_Stefani.jpg
http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a136/queenish_bee/nr2.jpg
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just keep going to the bathroom, always say you'll be right back [02 Jan 2006|07:32pm]

iamnotmybody
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[20 Dec 2005|01:46am]

__lost_cause__
♥Name: Nic
♥Age: 25
♥height: 5'3
♥current weight: 112
♥high weight: 124
♥low weight: 95
♥short term goal weight: 100
♥long term goal weight: 86
♥ana/mia/ed-nos?: Ana & ed-nos
♥ fav thinspiration: support/comments from others & pics
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[15 Dec 2005|10:00am]

forksareweapons
♥Age:21
♥height:5'8"
♥current weight:126
♥high weight:130
♥low weight:103
♥short term goal weight:100
♥long term goal weight:0
♥ana/mia/ed-nos?:ana/mia
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profile [26 Nov 2005|04:43pm]

ishinova
♥Name: Alana
♥Age: 14
♥height: 159cm
♥current weight: 61 kilos
♥high weight: 72 kilos
♥low weight: 59.5 kilos
♥short term goal weight: 55 kilos
♥long term goal weight: 45-59 kilos
♥ana/mia/ed-nos?: ednos
♥pictures(optional):
♥ you know the drill, banner in the info(no proof necesary)
♥ fav thinspiration: PICTURES. I like looking in vogue...greatest thinspirtation
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[31 Oct 2005|12:34pm]

__onlyempathy
[ mood | crushed ]

♥Name: Mallory
♥Age: 17
♥height: 5'4
♥current weight: 110
♥high weight: 120
♥low weight: 80
♥short term goal weight: 100
♥long term goal weight: 90
♥ana/mia/ed-nos?: Anorexia
♥pictures(optional):
♥ fav thinspiration: Nicole Richie & Gisele Bundchen

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[28 Sep 2005|10:21pm]

xxbeach_blonde
im sitting here in tears. i could not stop eating today. i couldnt. i want to throw up, but i am deathly afraid of it. i feel so sick of myself. i was doing fairly well, but have been eating more in general cuz ive been stressed out. today was the freaking icing on the cake. i feel disgusting. i look pregnant. i dont have a big body frame, my stomach is just jutting out like theres no tomorrow. its disgusting. ive gained 4 pounds. i cant deal with this. no fucking calories tomorrow. not one. im determined to do this. get with the fucking deal mik. what the hell is wrong with you?

tips are appreciated to avoid insane binges like today.. i feel like ive let you all down..

<3 mik
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[26 Sep 2005|10:54pm]

anasuicide
i dont know what to do, ive been crying every night, and saw my therapist today, he almost sent me to the crisis center. it just keeps getting worse and i dont know what to do besides lose weight. Please i need support
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[18 Sep 2005|03:38pm]

xxbeach_blonde
ok i need a plan of action here.

anyone know good excuses besides 'im sick' or 'i forgot it' to get out of eating lunch? i dont have an actual lunch, so this is easier than normal.

my stgw is 120 lbs by oct 18. exactly 1 month. i am now 129.

my ltgw is 100 by christmas.

i can deff do it. im going to make a bracelet to remind me of my goal.. and maybe take beads off until im 100. i will then be happy. i must lose weight. right now, i am so fat its disgusting.

leave love girls <3
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[18 Sep 2005|03:13pm]

anasuicide
♥Name:maddison
♥Age:16
♥height:almost 5 5
♥current weight:230
♥high weight:250
♥low weight:230
♥short term goal weight:180
♥long term goal weight:120,then 89
♥ana/mia/ed-nos?:ednmos
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[15 Sep 2005|11:32pm]

xxbeach_blonde
wow.. i havent written in forever.

i got caught up in the summer, and then had many things to do, such as college apps. stress is making me not hungry, so thats good.

im making up excuses not to eat lunch.. im getting good at it.. tomorrow im going for 0 cals. i wanna see if i can do it. i probably can.

if youve forgotten [which im sure you have] my stats:

im 5'8 and im 128 lbs. i went up a few since the spring, which makes me really angry. ive started back up with dance classes and ive been exercising more regularly, so i should get back on track.

friend me if you wanna.. im looking for new ones.

<3 mikaela
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[14 Aug 2005|07:55pm]

ixjustxwannaxbe
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Hi Guys, I'm New! [09 Aug 2005|03:47pm]

delishme
[ mood | blah ]

♥Name: Amanda
♥Age: 18
♥height: 5'7"
♥current weight:127lbs approx
♥high weight:135lbs
♥low weight:115lbs
♥short term goal weight:115 lbs
♥long term goal weight:110 lbs
♥ana/mia/ed-nos?: mia tendencies
♥pictures(optional): nope!
♥ fav thinspiration: PICTURES. NICOLE RICHIE!!!!!!!!!!

HEY GIRLS! i'm new here so just posting to say hi! i'm here for help if you need and would love it back. look forward to talking to u. xx

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[02 Aug 2005|03:53pm]

ixjustxwannaxbe
hey i'm going on the 40 hour famine (a reason not to eat!) an its for a good cause. but i'm treating it like a fast. i'm going to see if i can go longer than 40 hours (telling people that i havent finished, etc). so if anyone wants to do this really short fast (you can make it longer if you want), comment on my site.
thanks!
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[25 Jul 2005|05:49pm]

xxbeach_blonde
hey loves.. figure ur the best people to ask for this..

i said this before, but ive lowered my goal, only because i have less time. i want to lose 10 lbs in 24 days. im going on vacation and i need to lose my stomach mainly, to look good in a bsuit. whats the best way to do this? im already going to try to fast for 2 days, and then restrict to about 250 cals for one day, and fast for 2.. etc. is that a good plan? and if i do pilates along with my normal carb workouts do you think its possible? i dont want my guy friends to see me looking like this.. i look awful.

p.s. im currently 5'7 and 127 lbs.

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[03 Jul 2005|12:18am]

xxbeach_blonde
my friend, who is really tiny naturally, asked me if i lost weight. i was on cloud nine. omg.. seriously, thats exactly what i needed. i dont think ive lost anything, but maybe my stomach is getting smaller? thats just what she said. im really happy. now i screwed up the eating today, but no more of that. im resisting. i did okay until like 5 today.

<3 mik

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[30 Jun 2005|11:45pm]

xxbeach_blonde
i am so fat. and yet i keep eating. a lot. everyones making a lot of progress it seems, but not me. i just keep eating like a fatass. im stilll 127. and 5'7. my goal was 120 by july 2. thats in 2 days. no freaking way is that even possible.

im disgusting. and i have to do a lift in my show, i feel huge. im not eating.

i almost just want this to end. i want to be normal. i dont want to be thinking about food all the time. i want to just eat and not think about it.

<3 mik

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[29 Jun 2005|07:53pm]

ixjustxwannaxbe
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Hey [27 Jun 2005|11:33am]

pom_girl08
[ mood | satisfied ]

Hey gurlies just wanting to let you know Im going to fast if anyone wants to join. But only for two days so its not that bad . Well let me know..........Chelsea

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