xxbeach_blonde (xxbeach_blonde) wrote in wtchmedisappear,
xxbeach_blonde
xxbeach_blonde
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i am so fat. and yet i keep eating. a lot. everyones making a lot of progress it seems, but not me. i just keep eating like a fatass. im stilll 127. and 5'7. my goal was 120 by july 2. thats in 2 days. no freaking way is that even possible.

im disgusting. and i have to do a lift in my show, i feel huge. im not eating.

i almost just want this to end. i want to be normal. i dont want to be thinking about food all the time. i want to just eat and not think about it.

<3 mik

xposted. a lot.
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