i am so fat. and yet i keep eating. a lot. everyones making a lot of progress it seems, but not me. i just keep eating like a fatass. im stilll 127. and 5'7. my goal was 120 by july 2. thats in 2 days. no freaking way is that even possible.
im disgusting. and i have to do a lift in my show, i feel huge. im not eating.
i almost just want this to end. i want to be normal. i dont want to be thinking about food all the time. i want to just eat and not think about it.